listography.

in an effort to get everything off my mind and my heart this evening i've prepared a list of what is taking up space:

• responsible resourcefulness
• keeping up with old friends
• friends in other countries
• friends moving to other countries
• 19 year olds living in the woods with their fiances
• being taken advantage of 
• willfully letting others take advantage of me
• living in my apartment for the next 3 months
• not living in my apartment after 3 months
• asking too much of others
• when spaghetti isn't just spaghetti
• when is rest selfish
• when is pushing yourself to give too much selfish
• alanis morisette
• starting an orphanage
• continuing my work with the homeless and formerly homeless
• people coming and going through the ministry i work with
• defining success correctly and independently
• club dread
• working inside my god-given personality
• breaking through past my god-given personality
• the sum of my habits, intentional and otherwise
• the root of my dysfunctionality
• prioritizing good things
• when efficiency needs to be re-evaluated
• a total eclipse of the heart