Wednesday, October 21, 2009

it's natural. or is it?

all throughout college, i wore waterproof mascara but didn't own any eye makeup remover. i think i used this to make myself feel better about myself - i thought how i looked when i woke up was natural, and i wanted to be naturally beautiful. (therefore if i look okay when i wake up i must be naturally beautiful.)

i think just within the last few years, i'm becoming more and more comfortable with how i look without any make up - granted, i don't wear much. but there's still something in me that revers natural beauty over made up beauty.

maybe this is because i don't know how to make my self up.

ugh, another defense mechanism.

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